Honeybeads Blog

Well, it's been a while since I've had an entry here. I've been really busy. I've been filling jewelry orders and working at the hospital a lot. Keeping busy.

I've been doing a little better with the anorexia/bulimia too. Still on the Prozac and now seeing the counselor at church. She pretty much told me that it's not a disease, but a behavior that I'm choosing. She gave me a bunch of scripture which opened my eyes to a lot of different things. Pretty cool stuff.

So, I've gained some weight and feel a little "rounder" now. I have no idea what I weigh because we threw out the scales about one month ago. But I'm dealing with it. Being that lean is not good for you for too long a period of time. I was down to 95 pounds at one point and I was shopping for clothes in the girls' section. There are days when I still want to be that thin, but I'm learning to deal.

I got my first period in a year. I guess that's a good thing.