Honeybeads Blog

Well, we've had a birthday party for Chase and Brian both yesterday and today. And I totally messed up. I ate way too much. I didn't just eat, I binged. I feel so fat and gross right now, it's unbelievable. I can't even begin to write how I am feeling right now. Like a total failure. As big as a house. I look at myself in the mirror and see a fat girl. Tomorrow I will start the strict calorie count again and pick up my cardio.